the way things are

my shelf is all full of OCT texts and translations. I'm starting Greek and have begun by looking at the books. they are plentiful with information and such other nonsenses. life is lonely in new york, college is missing, and parents just don't seem to fill the void. i find myself wandering around the city, looking at sidewalks for hours or spending the day in a museum, all wrapped up by myself. i find myself wanting to rest and contemplate all the time. when the program starts perhaps i'll find solace, but for now, i fill my days with meaningless chores and boredom. i haven't yet turned to the tv or movies, i hope it won't come to that. that shit hurts my eyes anyway. in other news, the sopranos is amazing. since im pretty sure only pedro and jue read this damn thing anyway, i won't spoil it for you, pedro. but now that we're on break, you better get your ass to the videostore. that's all i'll say. also, if you need the episodes from season 6, i can "arrange" to "give" them to you on my "hbo on demand." "hbo on demand" refers to aim instant messenger. each is maybe 350 megs, which is not so bad. of course, you'll also have to pay me for the rights to distribution, which i obviously already bought from HBO. hope you're enjoying the light of day, folks. that's all for now. until next time with the irrevocable idiot.